I often claim to be unique, but I also often stand up high on my bed and yell - "I'm the ruler of the world!" People who will believe the first sentence, will also believe the next...

I hear some whisper behind my back - "she's so arrogant!" For I hold my head high up... Others say, eyes full of admiration, "I wish I was like her - so very confident!" Some praise me..for talents that I know that I don't have... Others say I'm not 'good' for faults I know I have overcome...

And I hear it all - with a smile that rarely fades...knowing that people probably find me to be ignorant - For the people who judge me, can never be my friends...

My friends are those who have seen me break, seen my smile twisted upside down and cry a million tears - They have seen me shake and haven't let go, though they too trembled... They are the ones who laughed with me till hours pass midnight... The ones who cooked with me and made..caramel omlette fried in butter in an attempt to make chocolate cake (note:yes, that happened!)... My friends are the ones who're the first to laugh whenever I walk into inanimate objects..that truly happens a lot... The ones who'll grin and say, "What an idiot!" as they run and get some band aid... The ones who care and don't feel they need to say how good I am everyday... But just hug me..and tell me that they love me - for that's all I ever need to hear...

It's not praise that I ever want, I'm not as good as my talents, I'm better... It's not about how well I write, the marks I get, my hand-writing or how well I cook - It's about how I smile when I'm hugged, even when tears stain my cheeks... It's about what others do to show they care knowing full well that they need not do it at all....

It's about - how much they love me, and how much I love them - For I do...care. The caring that occasionally breaks my heart...I still care. For I believe in myself, I believe in God..I believe that for every heart break, God will send me an angel -


I believe in angels - you see, for that's what my family, my friends are for me...what I hope I am to them.

Gone are the days when I could shrug and say "Interests: Books, poetry, music, sports"..I'm so much more complex now...

Tho' I'm still not interested in gossip and films..or film stars and I am, in fact, still interested in those 4 things aforementioned, but now..there are additions to the list - now I'm interested in figuring who I am and working on my faults, I'm interested in the poetry that I write because every word of my poetry bears true emotion and a page out of my life...now I am interested in how I can make the world a better place for others...and finding out why I'm so fascinated by a starry-eyed, bespectacled boy in my tuition!

I don't really care about the band that is singing a song or how popular it is, I don't care about genres or what I'm "supposed" to like...I listen to every thing that appeals to my ears - good lyrics, stuff I can relate to even minutely and..maybe a good beat (I've two left feet but..something so insignificant definitely can't stop my from dancing!)!

The Call, Everybody(Backstreet's Back), We are One Tonight-by Switchfoot

I have loads......but I'll just cut the list short and keep it till GARFIELD (a master piece!), Pink Panther(however "pink" it may sound, it's really good!), Titanic...and I guess Rang De Basanti was good enough to make this list too!

I am not much into that IDIOT BOX, yet when I have absolutely "nothing" to do, I take the remote in my hand and I surf the channels, stopping only when I find something I'd rather watch than be bored... I like cartoons mainly...and that's what I generally watch... Tom and Jerry, Mr.Bean (non-animated=the BEST EVER), Dexter's Lab(I can really connect with Dexter at times-trust me-I've a pesky sister too!)...and I used to LOVE Captain Planet and Garfield... That's that... I HATE GIRLY as well as UNREALISTIC LIFE DRAMAS-SOAPS AND SERIALS....sheesh! What a waste of tears, glycerine, and water!

HARRY POTTER Series, the entire Chicken Soup series, His Dark Materials Trilogy, The Hungry Tide, certain ones by Sidney Sheldon, The Last Seige...n The Three Brownies(lol..but I'm serious..it's the best book I've ever read..better than the Goblet of Fire perhaps!)...........and will be the ones I write...
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